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Will I set you free?

Will I set you free?
Nice to be back here in tumblr and im here just to update myself in this blogging site.. the last time I posted here was 4 months ago? cant remember! so biatch! hahahah

To start off, Im currently in a situation wherein im deciding on the next page of my life. So tired and very confusing to choose.Trying to set my mind on new things, new life and new me but the more im trying to move forward, there were times that I always found myself caught in past. Ganun pala talaga kapag masyado mong binubusy sarili mo, you’re really forgetting it but you cant escape the pain..andun parin pag naiisip mo sya..But atleast for now, i can definitely say that im over to my past and Im now facing the world all by myself, without “them”(talking to my pasts).

I knew this person for almost 4 months, nice and very cool person. I call this person majinboo because for me “mataba sya” hahaha!*peace.. I was so happy the first time I met majinboo..Makulit at higit sa lahat eh madaldal..For sure you will have no dull moments with this person..We became friends since then..Pero meron pala syang someone nun, then ayun I felt happy kasi may magaalala sa kanya.. But suddenly things have changed, Umiiyak sya nung tumawag sakin. I really felt sad.. I did my best to make things comfortable at off course para hindi nya maramdaman yung emptiness at yung feeling of being left by someone..I let majinboo feel my sympathy for what happened..As day passes by, majinboo finally recovered. We always talked and we even laughed at phone..Talking someone and talking somethings that are happening..But as the day goes by, Im starting to feel that I care for bu. I always remind the things that bu used to forgot.. From taking the meds upto eating meals!!

Pero paano mo sasabihin sa kanya na Mahal mo na sya ng mas higit pa sa kaibigan na hindi sya lalayo o hindi sya masasaktan?? Nagcacare ka sa kanya pero sya ba nag cacare sayu? Nag aalala ka sa kanya, sya ba nararamdaman nya din ba un?? Kapag ba sinabi nya yung salitang I love you, does it mean na mahal ka din nya?? magulo, nakakaparanoid, nakakabaliw at higit sa lahat ANG SAKIT SAKIT!! di ko naman hiniling to eh, hiniling ko lang sana makagetover na ako pero bakit? ang hirap kasi eh..sana nga kaya kong alisin ka sa sistema ko eh pero wala akong magawa, iiyak na lang ba o tatanggapin ang mga bagay bagay?? Di ko alam kung aamin na ba ako o ikikimkim ko na lang sa sarili ko..Gusto kong sabihin sayu ng mahal kita, di lang isa, di lang dalawa kundi maraming beses..Am I depriving myself for happiness?? ayaw kitang pakawalan, pero kung ayaw mo naman anung magagawa ko..Ang lagi kong sinasabi sayu, if your really happy for your decision and if you think it is the right to do then do it..Masaya pa ako sa ganun..pero hanggang asa na lang ba ako? aasa sa mga bagay na parang ang hirap abutin??Gusto ko maging parte ng buhay mo at gusto kitang maging parte ng buhay ko pero parang kailangan kong tahakin ang isang mahabang landas na maraming lubak para maabot ka..Gusto ko ng sumuko pero naiisip ko, isa pala akong LEON, hindi sumusuko at hindi papatalo..i should conquer my fears..I have this one fear that I cant conquer, and you what is it? FEAR OF LOSING YOU..takot akong mawala ka, takot ako ng biglang isang araw talikudan mo na ang Popoy mo..Sana nga kaya ko, sana nga para di na ako nahihirapan ng ganito..

AM I GOING TO SET YOU FREE or AM I GOING TO GAMBLE OUR FRIENDSHIP JUST FOR LOVE??

unhappy and sad :’( -popoyÜ


How many relationship have passed by on you?

I miss u every single day of my life :)

Absence diminishes little passions and increases great ones, as the wind extinguishes candles and fans a fire.  ~Francois Duc de la Rochefoucauld, translated from French

I really like it :)

"When it rains it reminds me of you. Although 2000 miles away is so far away, I still always walk outside in the rain and kiss it just for you. It never fails me. The rain will always come and I’ll always love you. The next time you see a storm on the horizon, don’t worry, it’s just heaven doing me the favor of taking you my kiss. Walk outside and kiss the rain whenever you need me."

-anonymous

As Always!

Sabi nga nila, ang ASAR ay laging TALO..kaya ako hindi ako talo kasi kahit kelan di naman ako naasar…hahahahaha…ang daming indenial sa mundo…hahahaha… If that’s what u want then i’ll give it…sinu ba unang lumapit??hahahaha fine!!

"Dont took life so seriously, No one else does"-45 lessons in life

PLURK burp!

Who has a plurk account? Raise your hands so I can increase my Karma! thanks :)

NG DAHIL SA LARAWAN!

ang daming nangyari ngayong araw na to.. Di ko mabilang…at hindi ko matapos tapos ang punyetang script na yan para sa financial management..LAST WEEK NAMAN NA TO! kaya go lang ng GO! bat pa kasi ako naassign dito!!as big damn shit talaga! cant finish this in one hr, two hrs or even an overnight…Di ko na kayang mag overnight pa at baka sumabog na ang mata ko…hahahaha…Buti na lang auto posting na to..kaya I dont need to copy paste this one into twitter then facebook!..mahaba nga lang :)

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ay pwede ding mapost sa twitter then twitter to facebook…hihihihi :)

TUMBLR TO PLURK!

DI KO ALAM PANU ANG TUMBLR TO PLURK POSTING! kainis!

What’s in your mind?

Grabe sobrang napakaraming bagay ang nasa utak ko ngayun. I dont know how to start this but sa pag usad nito siguro may maiisip na akong sabihin at simulan…

Naiinis ako dahil ang cellphone ko nasira. Not actually na nasira sya talaga na sirang sira..Nasira kasi yung backlight nya. I already ask the technician how much it will cost if in case I ask them to repair it, and to my surprise it costs 500-1200 pesos. S*it! wala pa akong pera at lalong di ko papalitan ng LCD yan dahil hindi naman talaga LCD ang may problema, backlight lang..Nakakapagtext pa nga ako kaso kailangan maliwanag para makita ko kung anu yung tinatype ko… BIG DAMN SH*T!

Naassign na naman ako gumawa ng script for the FINANCIAL MANAGEMENT report.. naiinis ako dahil wala na ako sa mood gumagawa ng mga kaek ekan pero anu pa bang magagawa ko kundi sumunod for the sake of my group and my groupmates! AKO NA LANG PARATI! ampupu=(

Wala na ako makatext sa GLOBE! kaya one of these days eh magshift na ulit ako sa TNT! Ok na din un dahil for 4 consecutive days eh nakaUNLI ako…MAYAMAN!

Ang dami ko ng social networking sites..Hindi ko alam kung papaano imamanage un..Medyo bagot ako sa PLURK! ampeste! kailangan pa may KARMA! Sisikat din yan mga SNS na yan katulad ng pagusbong ng FACEBOOK!!

SANA GRADUATION NA KASI EH! amp amp amp!